Giving up hope? Or an easy way out?

I've been through a lot in the last few weeks, from having a major argument with the people who raised me, my parents, to being rejected by the girl I love, to helping a friend with a problem to supporting the same friend. The pain I feel right now can not be fathomed and  I do not expect you the people who read this post to comprehend what I feel you may think less of me as a person or support my decision, I am extremely suicidal, my reasons my seem trivial to you'll and you'll can judge me all you like. I wish to end my life, I've reached my threshold of pain and disappointment.... Is suicide an easy way out of life? Each looming day it's becoming apparent that, I'm useless, I'm a usable tool that can be dumped. Do I get to make any choices in life? Can anything go my way? Or am I doomed to walk this Earth a lonely soul until I eventually take my own life...I know I probably will not get any responses to this post anyway... Shows how much the world really cares.