Friends...

Friends consider you important depending on the situation...  When times are right and there's problems to solve they want you around. But in other situations they ignore you.

Giving up hope? Or an easy way out?

I've been through a lot in the last few weeks, from having a major argument with the people who raised me, my parents, to being rejected by the girl I love, to helping a friend with a problem to supporting the same friend. The pain I feel right now can not be fathomed and  I do not expect you the people who read this post to comprehend what I feel you may think less of me as a person or support my decision, I am extremely suicidal, my reasons my seem trivial to you'll and you'll can judge me all you like. I wish to end my life, I've reached my threshold of pain and disappointment.... Is suicide an easy way out of life? Each looming day it's becoming apparent that, I'm useless, I'm a usable tool that can be dumped. Do I get to make any choices in life? Can anything go my way? Or am I doomed to walk this Earth a lonely soul until I eventually take my own life...I know I probably will not get any responses to this post anyway... Shows how much the world really cares.

What is love?

Love is the hug from mother to child, love is the proud look in a fathers eyes, love is the loyalty of a pet, love is in the bond between people, Love is what I have for you my dearest.

What happens?

What happens when you fall in love with someone... When they all you think about, last thought going to sleep, first tought waking up... Only thought all day... Losing sleep over this person....  What happens when loving them is your only happiness... What happens when they can't be yours............ What does a person do when their life falls apart and all they think about is you? 

Soul Mate

Once you loose your soul mate you will spend an eternity trying to find another, but you never will.

Keep it, I have no use for it now....

I know you will probably never read this post, but if by chance you do I'd like you to know it's still yours, Whether you appreciate it or not.

Interestingly

It's curious that you are still on my mind all the time but you have no idea. You have no idea what I feel for you and the feelings run deep, so deep that they cut your name into my beating heart. I ask myself nearly everyday, When will you be mine again?  When will I be able to be in your arms? When the troubles of the world are far away? and all that matters in this universe, our universe is me and you?